You came from deep within my Being.
A gift of love made
to form you arose
A very wise and
Suckling at my breast
You taught me about unconditional love.
You, staring deep into my eyes
Holding my baby finger with your tiny hand.
I remember singing the lullabies
And the blissful connection we shared
As you nursed,
I took in moments
In an instant you'd be smiling
The suckling connection would cease,
Then you would drink again
Of the sweet milk of my Love.
Oh how I cherish the intimate moments
The oneness, each with the other
Where both time and
space are our companions
And we know no separation.
It is the wisdom
of my Soul
My Beloved Son
That gives me the courage
To face the possibility of your death
How could I possibly live without your shining
How could I laugh without your delightfully contagious laughter?
How could I live life without your courage?
How could I be in joy
without your unceasing love
I ever have to live with the answers
Yet God help me to live in peace
with these questions
So I can face the worst
end scenario of your passing,
If need be, with an open and courageous Heart.
Oh my most precious child, my gift from God
Remember that you will always be with me,
I will always be with you.
For you live in my heart
and I in yours.
Know that I will cradle you in death
as I cradled you in life.
You are as close to me as a breath.
There are no veils that can separate life
So fear not your passage,
There will be many to greet you in the Light
To kiss your sweet forehead
And sing you to sleep at night.
We will be together again my Love
I promise, sooner than you think
I look forward to that day
And until then
Oh most beautiful reflection of Love
I release the need to live in fear
of your death
I release the need to control
any aspect of your passage
I totally surrender to Divine
Order and say yes to Divine
God bless you my Beloved
For being my loving and patient teacher.
God bless you for your gift of life.
God bless you for letting me love you as I do.
God bless you EJ, I love you.