Once upon a time, Heart,
Soul, and Love were
just words, each separate and unconnected. I knew Heart as a
bittersweet energy that betrayed me with its fickle bouncing
from one infatuation to the next. Soul was like the song, "I'm
Yours, Body and Soul", as if Soul
were mine to give away. Love was an excitement that meant pain,
because I could never be worthy of anyone else's Love.
Early in my Awakening, I was
told it was OK for my Heart to break. Each time my Heart broke
open, it would hold more and more Love.
Only after I actually felt a physical sensation in my chest,
not unlike the 'growing pains' of childhood, did I begin to catch
a glimmer of this new concept of Heartbreak. My Heart
is limitless. And constantly expanding. The fullness in my chest
is a sentient reminder of my continuing growth in and as Soul.
I learned that Soul
is my guiding inspiration. As I ask Soul for guidance, I am offered
the opportunity to access Soul's wisdom instead of ego's. Soul
brings Love, Joy, Peace, Simplicity, Creativity, Inspiration,
and Enthusiasm. All positive thoughts and feelings flow from
this connection with Soul. Ego is master of all negative thoughts
Recognizing when I am in negative energy and
negative reaction tells me when I am in ego. When finding myself
back in ego, I ask anew to be joined with Soul. This connection
with Soul has never
been denied. But I must ask! Soul does not intrude itself upon
me. I must Consciously ask Soul to teach me the lesson to be
learned. Soul teaches me how to more fully love ego. In loving
ego I am practicing Self-Love.
This is Divine Freedom.
Love is the question. Love is the answer.
Each day as I enter The
Silence, as part of The Calls, I speak these words: "I
call that the Channel
of Light, which I am, expand into the infinite 'At-One-ment'
of all that is, Divine Love." When I acknowledge that I
am in Divine Love,
I am announcing that I am Love,
both human and Divine.
Repeating each day that "I am Love" has brought me
to recognize the Self-Love that I am. The journey to Self-Love
has come through much prayer
and The Work. I have learned Self-Love
through doing the Next Focus In Divine Consciousness Work Sheets.
I have learned about Self-Love from my ego dramas. When I manifest
this Self-Love fully, I want to, and often do, stand up and proclaim,
"I'm in Love." I am in Love with life. I am in Love
with my Soul. I am
My Love is the most powerful thing on the
planet. Your Love is the most powerful thing on the planet. Love
is all there is. Recognizing and living that Love is my Soul
Agreement. Through my Heart,
in the Serene
Center of my Being Within my Heart, I merge with Soul. I
am Love. At that moment
I am fully Awake.